Anxiety

I have a bit of anxiety about Monday. This has been a long and exhausting marathon. I am both glad to see the finish line and scared at the same time. My type of breast cancer is triple negative so we do not have a clue what "fueled" my cancer. I can not take other meds to fight my disease. I have done all we can to fight this. As of Next Tuesday I will not be given anything to beat back or kill my cancer. It begins a new chapter of waiting to see if everything we have done worked. I am not good at waiting. I am much better when busy and fighting.