Sunday, March 4, 2012

Morning to myself..

Well not an entire morning, I would say probably 45 minutes. Maddie went to church with Caca, aunt Patty, Emma and Timmy. They left a little after 8 and I expect them back with in the half hour and Jeff is finally using his fathers day gift. As he left this morning he asked what I was going to do with myself. I said shower an shave my legs. He looked at me funny. Since Maddie escaped her crib I have no longer had a shower with out an audience. I try to put the tv on in my room and hope she stays there but she usually makes her way into the bathroom to critique me. "Are you scrubbing" "are you using soap" "how are your boo boos".
It was nice to know that today when I got out if the shower all my clothes where still on the ledge of the tub and not in the tub with the water running or moved to another location. My shoes are not all over. I did not have to get out of the shower until I was ready to!!!

Friday, March 2, 2012

One year ago

I didn't even realize it. Jeff kept saying it was the anniversary of my surgery. I was not understanding what he meant, I thought he was talking about my last surgery. He was talking about my first one.. A year ago today it all started. I was well into my mastectomy surgery at this time.
Gosh that seems like so long ago. I am glad that is behind me!! That time was so crazy. I needed to push through the surgery, heal, and start the treatment. The whole year, when I look back seems like a crazy roller coaster ride.
I have no real plans for today. I have a yucky cough and not a lot of energy. I also have three huge baskets of laundry to iron and fold and put away. I am hoping Maddie naps today. I would also love to wash my kitchen floor.